This is to the lost,
the child I left
abandoned inside
so many years ago
to be raised
in a lost world
without me.
This is to the child
who I never took fishing,
who I buried and denied.
Who I stuffed down
beneath living lies,
eating fear and regret.
My child,
who I let sink
and fend for itself
in a dark world
of my design.
This didn’t have to be
if I had been strong
or if I had been brave,
though in the beginning
I was but a child.
Not much older than…
when I chose to pull away.
I didn’t know what it was
that caused the rift
that grew into an expanse.
I lived, grew up and had a life
while the child remained
living cut from mine.
And when I returned
to dig up the grave
it raised its hands
to take my cheeks
and press my face
into a smile and exclaim,
“Oh, there you are, me!”
Inspired by Lost Boys Calling – Rodger Waters
Image credit: Cate Forbes