You are all of me,

filling my senses,

take everything

in emotion

and let me

worship you

for a moment.

Just for a time,


for time is all we have

running short

and I wish to spend

every moment

to my last with you.





I must speak,

so when I wake

alone and lonesome

I will not have the guilt.

Wrought from not knowing,

and never trying,

consumed by fear

holding my tongue.

the endless depths

of never spoken silence

rest heavy.


I want to be with you

on a mountain top,

watching a golden sunset

drift into infinity.






I will look at you

like it is the first time

remembering jitters


and tongue tied

running down

to my stomach

wrapped in knots

holding my breath

on your every last

spoken word


days when each kiss

came nervous and slow

igniting every sense

until they explode.


All of this and more

someday. But today,

I just love you.

What Apart-meant in the Darkness

What Apart-meant in the Darkness

at the new move in,

to the single apartment

eyes scan the out world,


from a forgotten fish bowl,

floating king sized

and upside down.


from the empty conditioned drone


to neighbors television sets,

beds squeaking of sex,

while love lyes masturbating

to reruned memories of an ex.


from the lost,

alone at the bottom of a well,

filling from eyes overflowing.

witness the stars

winking in the pitch,

on a black afternoon


from loneliness,

work-out the routine,

day in and out

only to return

to the cold bed

clutching a cock

with two empty hands

ticking in the wall

thinking of the razor’s gift

to shift everything


Shakespeare’s Curse

Shakespeare’s Curse

Imagine ghosts,

confined to a place


never holding the desire

to exist

as phantom’s

in a silhouettes of parchment,

spoken about

from detached voices,

reading of lives

etched into pages of verse

written, with or without

love or adoration

by those who told

storied emotions.



strewn of phantoms

inky black

and running together

over dead-leaves of parchment,

never wanting

to be sentenced to life,

extended, with a possibility

of immortality,

long after desires have flickered

and time has passed.


Shelves of text,

ancient to modern,

filled with others

who never asked,

living amid new creations

spawned from old.

a life borne into being

by pen and type.

Intimate stories

and private moments,

real or imagined,


for the world to judge

discretion and decency.


A single match struck

to breach

four hundred fifty-one

degrees of misery,

violated by time.

Then, once again,

the printed return

back to shelves

to gather dust, lost.

Always remembered,

only to be forgotten,

over and over again.

Ullamaliztli Prediction

Ullamaliztli Prediction

It is a story of scattered ashes

and broken tribes

where footprints arrived

and took the memory

of everything

the land once was.


The made man

cackles in my ears.

He lights a cigar,

pours a neat drink

and tells me the bell is tolling

for the big blue marble,


unless we stand together

and face the next sunrise as one

hold hands and proclaim

it’s time for the Care Bear stare.


My mind is frozen over

with pride

and I am at the top of the rock

letting my barbaric yawp

unite the clans and tribes.


Ninety-nine 99 percent

is only a theory.

The truth is

we are all one.

Freedom still exists

and is nothing,

but a grand state of mind.

Forsaken Diploid

Forsaken Diploid

The light from the television flickered,

illuminating the spoon that tinked

against the side of the cereal bowl as it dipped

into the frosted corn flakes.

The spoon slowly rises out of the milk to the boy’s mouth,

where he half eats, half slurps the contents,

spilling milk down his chin and sending flakes to tumble away.


Some of the flakes land on his pajama top,

some on his bottoms, their soggy milk ridden bodies

oozing milk into the fabric.

The cartoon playing on the television

reflects in the boy’s eyes, three feet away.

They remain glued and hardly blink

as he brings the spoon up for another bite

of cereal with the same results.


When the cartoon ends, another one begins,

and the boy doesn’t  react. He digs the spoon

back into the bowl for another bite of cereal.

Frosted corn flakes were his favorite

though one could hardly be told.

Another spoonful, this one half misses his mouth.

The drippings run down his chin and spill most of the cereal.


His pajama top is soaked

with a line of milk dripping beneath his chin

and running down to where his legs sit crossed.

The bowl is half empty, cradled at his feet.

The light from the television throws hazy shadows

into the darkness of the room.

The boy doesn’t look around.

He scoops up another spoonful of cereal.

This time his mouth doesn’t open, like he forgot.

His eyes are fixed, locked on the cartoon.


His pupils reflect the stupid cat

trying to catch the mouse

on the gore-splattered television.

The cat slams into an ironing board

that falls down from the wall.

The cat is almost decapitated as he strikes,

but his neck elongates and he makes a face

that is supposed to be funny.

Usually the boy laughs,

but he shows no sign of seeing it.


His eyes have stopped blinking now.

They are welling up with tears refusing to fall.

The light from the television illuminates the bowl,

mostly empty now, full of soggy flakes

scattered all over the boys lap.

The carpet below him is soaked with urine.

The living room window begins to glow with the dawn.

The curtains are slightly askew and one side is half open.


The spoon makes a slight tink sound on the bowl

every time it comes down,

though it is becoming more and more infrequent

and there is no longer anything to scoop.

The spoon comes up, but the boy no longer opens his mouth.

He is locked in the memory of his favorite,

frosted corn flakes and their comforting taste.


The morning sun is reaching in

through the cracked front window

with the skewed curtains.

Outside, there are noises in the distance.

People scream and fight, but the noise is buried beneath the cartoon

and the drowned out antics of the cat and mouse.

The boy was awakened in the night.

There was fighting and screaming and it scared him,

but now there is only silence.


He didn’t see anything until he reached the bottom of the stairs,

something wet and black oozed in the darkness.

The front door was half open and the cold air was coming in.

He moved through the house. There was a lot,

but he didn’t see, he couldn’t see.

He told his mother he wanted flakes. That’s what he called them.

Her body didn’t respond. He told her again and got up to show her.


He got the box of cereal out as well as the milk.

He set them on the floor in the kitchen

avoiding the dark wet spots on the floor.

He poured as best he could spilling some,

but holding to his single minded focus,

frosted corn flakes and nothing else.

He carried the bowl to the living room

and turned on the television.


The cartoon channel was on all day.

He was lucky for that.

He turned it on, sat down

and slowly began to eat his cereal.